i always bash sluts around other people and even when i’m alone i think badly on girls who wear four square inches of clothing.

but i’ve come to realize that if i had a body like theirs- if i had the body to pull it off- i’d be right there with them showing it off.

i’m going to be able to do that one day.

to my beloved followers, every single one of you out there:

YOU CAN DO THIS. YOU ARE STRONG. THE FAT THAT SITS ON YOUR BONES STANDS NO CHANCE BECAUSE YOU ARE GOING TO KEEP FIGHTING, KEEP BUSTING THOSE EXCESS POUNDS. TONE THOSE MUSCLES. SLIM DOWN.

WE CAN DO THIS BECAUSE WE ARE STRONG.

i’d lost motivation. i went back to my compulsive eating, i stopped exercising, and everything.

i was ashamed to log onto this blog.

then today i.. weighed myself. 144. one hundred fucking four. meaning i’ve lost a total of five pounds in over two months.

disgusting.

i’ve lost all the progress i made, so i’m starting fresh. i don’t know how things will work out. i’m just going to go work on my goal weights now. i don’t know what diet i’ll be doing, or what exercise routine.

i’m starting fresh.

IF YOU ARE A GIRL. PLEASE READ THIS.

persecuti0n:

4lmost3asy:

I need some numbers for my Workout Guide. I need to get some averages going with my followers. These questions are personal. But honestly, It will help me out a ton. Copy this form and submit it to me. I will be promoting some of you. Be 100% honest.

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Age:
Height:
Weight:
Weekly Activity:
Daily Calorie Intake(GUESS. VERY IMPORTANT):

What has been your heaviest weight? When was it?

What has been your smallest weight? When was it? 

Are you happy with your current weight? Why?

What would be a weight where you would feel comfortable? Be realistic

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THANK YOU SOOO MUCH

HERE IS WHERE YOU SUBMIT IT

http://4lmost3asy.tumblr.com/submit

go help her out guys

go go go

41136) Last night a friend took a photo of me on his camera and uploaded it to Facebook. While he wasn’t looking, I snuck into his bag, logged on to his Facebook and deleted it before deleting it from his camera and iPad. The whole time I was crying a little and looking for any hidden files. My best friend asked me quietly why I hated photos of myself so much, and I didn’t answer because I couldn’t tell her how I felt without my voice cracking. I need help so badly but I don’t want anyone to worry.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)